- I looked at the sky as I got in the truck and it was still dark, I saw Orion in the sky - always a favorite of mine - in fact Karna and I saw Orion and talked about it on our first date.
- The clouds were low over Indian Hills, also a favorite of mine.
- As I drove into Denver the sunrise was an amazing, deep, vibrant orange.
I am a very fortunate person. There have always been two things I wanted to be, a husband and a father. For a long time, I thought my first failure as a husband would prevent me from becoming a father, then I got the ultimate do-over in Karna.
No two people were EVER more suited to each other as we are. We each went through many of our own personal trials and came out the other end wiser, but cynical. When we met both of us were almost resigned to a fate of single-dom and we were preparing for it. In my case my father even started counseling me toward being single indefinitely - trying to prepare me for that possibility - after seeing my many failures (disasters even) in dating. But the reality is that Karna is my perfect partner and I am blessed to have found her.
We've been trying to start our family for about a year now. Two months ago Karna asked her OB/GYN about our lack of success and he gave us some assistance, not fertility per se but some hormonal help. The kind help of that can apparently result in twins, which is our goal.
This post is surreptitious because most of you won't be informed of this new blog until a little while later. Karna is a realist and doesn't want to get any one's hopes up until we know for sure. There are a few people who have suspicions.
Even if the 99.4% accurate test is wrong, I don't care. The feeling of this possibility is amazing and Karna and I WILL have a family together. Given this wonderful news, I had to get all my thoughts down and this is the perfect way - so we can share with our friends and family. You should all know soon enough...
Much love to all,
Ty
